May 2012
5 posts
Bittersweet.
“See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad.
Never did this before, that’s what virgin says
We’ve been generally warned, that’s what the surgeon says
God talk to me now, this is an emergency”
Work hard to get the things you want.
Then forget to work hard to keep them.
This summer is going to test me.
April 2012
8 posts
Why I'm I even doing this anymore?
Losing the purpose I had once found.
You don't have to have sex to cheat. Once you find...
In bed dying. Looking like a monster with red...
:( allergies are killing me
March 2012
4 posts
Addicted to cuddling, sleeping and...
February 2012
20 posts
I rather argue with you than to be with someone...
You're Pretty...For a Black Girl.
Man: Pardon, but I just had to say that I think you're beautiful.
Me: Oh! Wow. Thank you so much.
Man: Yes, especially for a black girl. Actually, your nose isn't very black at all. You have really great features. Your cheekbones....
Me: *raises voice a little* Uh...Excuse me?
Man: I'm sorry, did I say something wrong?
Me: *so shocked that I'm at a loss for words and get off the bus and walk home*
It's still appalling to think that people, especially those with privilege, would think that there is absolutely nothing wrong with making statements such as the one that was made to me today. Frankly, it should not matter whether you are elderly and under the impression that you are old-fashioned. You know for a fact that the "especially for a black girl" phrase is positively and absolutely demeaning. Get with the times and learn something.
Dying inside but outside looking fearless.
But let's not stray from what I came to say...
To my beloved, think we need some time away They say if you love it, you should let it out its cage And fuck it, if it comes back you know it’s there to stay It’s tugging, at my heart, but this time apart is needed
January 2012
21 posts
I wouldn't usually do this but...
I asked my boyfriend what his favorite thing about our relationship was. He said the fact that we can talk about any of our thoughts openly, which is my favorite thing as well. I can honestly talk to him about anything.
We are like best friends.
Relationships should be more than an image or a title. More than kisses, presents and sex. We’d rather indulge in a deep conversation. We motivate...
I always say my thoughts. Outloud. It gets me in...
FUCK IT.
& keep it moving.
I'd rather hear a guy say, 'I made plans for us.'...
Soo...
I got my belly button pierced. I kind of always wanted but now I’m all like hmm idk. but its done. worse case scenario i could just take it off. Whatevers.